Study until Faint

My stupid mind has got me going crazy over an idiotic goal. It’s very humiliating for me to say [type] this but… I want to make [and finish] a novel. [Haha, it's just for fun. No intention of having it published--that would be sooo impossible].

I’m done with the character designs already, my plot outline is finished (the core or the flow of the story, that is) and my mind is pretty hyped up. I don’t know what’s got me so into it but you see, I’m really eager to finish it.

The first chapter of my [so-called] novel is nearly done [I have to reach 6000-7000 words per chapter, I could see the first lap of this race XD LOL]. My goal is to finish it in a span of five to eight months though I really don’t know if I could. My grammar is bugging me, my vocabulary is not that broad and deep, the ideas are very poor [as far as I could tell] and I don’t have confidence in myself.

Oh well, I’m still a noob in this–I mean, it’s my first time. Go me.

Gambateh